Saturday, May 9, 2020

Fantasy Faire Part 2

Sorry for the late  post  ya'll but this is from the rest of the days of Fantasy Faire. I had meant to  post this earlier with  good  intentions,  yet  real life  interfered  like  the day earlier  this  week I had messed up my knee so badly that  I was in so much pain to sit still let alone  visit some of these amazing and awesome designers as well as sims.

I spent  well over a 1,000 in Ls  but  the money  that was spent  is going  to a  cause that  I  believe in. I am  looking forward into spending  as much time and energy on the track this year for  Relay weekend  taking pictures as  well as making  some new friends as well as struggling  in saying good bye  to  all those that we  have lost.

I am not  one  who says little words like "Goodbye" or "I love you" well or quite easily because I struggle with them. To me "Goodbye" is permant and  can not be taken back. I've been taught over the  years "Don't Cry because its over. Smile because it happend".  Some years  its harder than others to smile because things happend.  How do you say goodbye because its getting  harder  to do just that  then when  the months and the years flew by so quickly because I left and bolted because  I wasn't ready to let go of  the special connections of those that I lost. I can  never get back the time I lost because  I made foolish choices of  bolting and running away because  the  running was always  easier. Never did I feel so  hurt when  I  was told that  I had lost a few good friends by  my person I  felt shattered.
 

 I know  in neither of  my Fantasy Faire  posts that I did not go into details about  what I'm wearing or who designed my outfits and hair. I normally  would go into details but  to me personally events like Fantasy Faire,  RFL as well as Burning  man  I feel that the details of  such would take away  from the beauty of the pictures. Especially when  I change  clothes so  quickly at these events that  it  would take forever because the  pictures are sometimes days apart. Yes I love to go into detail normally but  I want to share with everyone my thoughts and my feelings over the past  week or so. If you ask me events  like these are too short to  see everything if you work the insanity  hours that I work rl wise. No one tells you that you can't see everything in the given 18 days even if you  barely  sleep and try your best to  hit every single sim  to see all the  amazing wonderful experience that their are. Some of these pictures that I took are some of my personal favorites. I ended up taking  over a couple hundred pictures. Each of the chosen  pictures  have  a personal  or special meaning to those who have become as close as family to me. I think its a nice  break  to just go enjoy something like this. I  went almost every day that I could with either  a SL family member  or a friend.